HmMm..todae match was very very bad..Xiao came le. But we lost. Haix..first half of the match was going well. But we lost in the second half. JUs kept losing possesion. So piss off. And got injured. Haix..Wat is the team doing. I have a hard work to drive in and dish out the ball to let the shooters to shoot. But why can't u jus have some confidence to shoot..? I got the feeling..the touch to shoot but i'm not given the chance. Haix..When will the coach trust me in my shooting. I wanna help the team..give me that chance to shine. The team did'nt even give me a chance to try. Wtf...Waitin for that chance...-------------------------------------------------------

HmmMm...todae wake up so early. Haix..so sleepy..~ ZzZzzZzz~ Tution...wanna slp man...keep yawning. Heng, tutor never kpkb..~ PheW..~ HmmM, after that go online. Bird tok with Xiao. Ahahahaax..tok about neh neh. Hahahahax!!!! Now i know. MEat + sKin. I see..Hahahaha!!! After tat go out with mum..Wah lan, bth..so fussy. See one clothe..then try le..keep saying.."Hui guai mah" -.-''' ask till i dulan. Then 3 go meet Xiao. Ahahax..go study. On the way to lib, saw poon ji ma and his gang. Sian half...- Go lib also no space..Then go airport.WooOooo..~!!!! Then on the bus. Someone behave like mountain tortoise. =X *don't mao me* Hahahahax..study...study...then so hungry!!! BTH..~!!!! Forget to take money from mum also. Wth...then in the end heng go Mac..go use ez-link buy. Hahaha..then Xiao kop my foods. Hahahahx...Then stuff me with fries!!! Wah zai sia..Hahahaha...eat eat eat non-stop. LoL..like 100years never eat fries le. LoL!!! Stuff till so shuang. =x Then go home liao. HmmMm...come home study again. Wah..brain burst man. HmMmmm...tml vs cchs. I'm all out! Yeahx! Hope u can go woR..Hahahahahax...=)

I have finally know my inconsistancy.
I just doing nothing in the first 5, feel like not playing in the first 5.
I'm not up to it.
I'm always losing my temper.
I'm deproving.
I'M FINISHED.I TOTALLY LOST MY CONFIDENCE.

HmmM....am i gettin complacent..? Hai..don't know wat happen. Things are'nt going smoothly..I jus can't perform up to standard!!! Every matches..i jus could'nt score. I solo..i missed..team-mates seem to be piss off. But i wanna score..i really wanna score. WHY CAN'T I DO THAT?! WHY?! Depressed. I train le. Still like that..."You are a tempermental player" hai...this is coach wat said..say i not diligent enough...got the move no finishing. I gonna be perfect somedae! I wanna be. Next mondae...vs CCHM. Really hope i can help the team. Everytime in the first5 i'm totally useless. All the mistakes are all done by me. Hai..Wat am i doing..? When can i start to contribute..? This is the golden oppoturnity to qualify for top 4 in east zone and national. I can't miss this!!! Under national-15 training scheme still so lousy. Haix...throw face..f* man! How things gets better...No more mistakes~!!!! -miserable..

HmmM...so sian. Felt grounded. -.-''' after training. Keep bombin my hp. Wah lao eh..can't stand it. Like every minute also wanna check. If this goes on can die. Go training at bukit batok..expect me to come back so fast.. -.-''' no need to change, take bus all this. Wan me take airplane go home. TMd..-.-''' Go Junction8 makan. Eat so many. Hahahax..sonG.. Then fool around with the national bballers. Hahahax..bth. They all so lame. Then go buy sweets. The auntie so good. $2.30 then she say $2.20. So sonG. Hahahahaha..then go home. Wah super sleepy man! Come back le..so boring!!! Zuo bo!!!!!!!!! Hai...can stay out later then good.=x So bored..play cs..wah..finger rusty le. =x Then go play champioship. Buy top-class defender. Offer contract to them. After that all go other clubs!!! SO DULAN!!!! Finally xiao come online. Then bird tok. Hahahahaha...tired man..zZzzzzzZZzz~ Afternoon so bored...=(

HmmM...back with blog again. Long time never write. Always hardly come online. So sian. Sec3 is tough man..! Hahahax..mus study till ki siao. =x HmmM...todae training. So shuang. So hot!!! =x x= wear new jersey. Hahaha..reversible...song seh. No need pay coz i FA. Hahahaha!!! Weather so hot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cannot tolerate. But still mus train. Next thursdae tournament le!!!! Work hard!!!! Yeah...^^ slowly getting my shootin touch..!!! So cool.. =x Can't stand it. Always changin the style of my shootin till i blur. =x But glad to get back the touch. Hope to maintain it till end of tournament..! HmmM...so tired. Lazy to write much..HmmM...i'm [waiting] Hahahhaax...tml still got national..! Sian half. Wake up so early again. =(

Oh man..I'm having a bad training dae todae. Hai..so disappointed. Finding myself getting lousier. Deproving so much. And my shooting percentage is dropping. Don't even know wat happen. The reason mus be i'm not working hard enough. Hai..complacent>>> ME =( [sad] shoot and shoot and shoot, results-miss and miss and miss. Is there something wrong with my shooting method..? It can't be..it's always wat i does!!! ArgH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Wazz going wrong in me. I can't find the touch..! Tournament jus 1 week again. And i'm deproving. =( Even ah tan, lee and coach also saying. Haix, I can't stand it!!!!!!!!Felt so demoralise. Hai...Then ah lee still wan me stay back everyday train my shooting. But i can't man~!!!!!!!!!!!!! But keep asking me to stay back. So knn...! =x Hai..tournament 1 week le!!!!! Time is getting precious every mins and every secs. Jus hope to get back my shooting touch. HmmM..sunday concert!!! SonG! Hahahax..see Xiao's figure ar. Hahahahahahahahaa!!! Don't mao me if you saw this..! =x x=

HmmM, afternoon not really sian. Hahahax..Mum come home. Go out le. Go parkway parade. Song sia!~ Hahahaha..better than rot at home. =x WAh then song seh. Mum suddenly so on. TAke cab go. Hahahahax..somemore say till so wu seh. =x Hahahahax..Reach there shop shop a while go makan. Hahaha..eat so many. Carrot cake...beef noodle..popiah..rojak...Hahahaha!!! So song!!! Then go shoppin again. Wah, walk till i blur. Hahaha...then found Royal Sporting House. Go in...saw one pencil case then go buy. Hahahahax...cheap cheap nia. Go !!!! Go ransack there. Buy so much things. Buy 3 potato chips..WeeEeee~ Song sia. Can chi dao siao!!! Then jiu hui jia le. Take cab home also si bei song. Eh...wah happy happy ar..Xiao. Me jiu jiu yi chi..go out. Take cab to and fro de lor. Neh neh you..Hahahahahax..HmmM..come home online..That zw bird tok. Wah lao..bth..Hahahhaa..but only a while nia. HmmM..till now. Xiao lax lar..not every com perfect de mah..relax k..? HmmM...gtg lo. HmmM..todae is quite SIAN dae. Hahahax..

Sunday, January 09, 2005

HmmM..so sian. Wake up early. Tution. Now do nothing. Wanna go out seh~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -Rotting..

After sch..Saw him. Have an exchange of words and went off. Heard from friends. He's coming to dunman. Ah tan is helping and waiting for Mrs Neo's reply. I'm so worried. =( If he enters...he gets in the sch team most probably. Then someone have to be replaced. He may even get into the first team. He's jus so capable. If he gets in..WHO WILL HE REPLACES?! Hai..So damn worried. I don't wish to be replaced. =x But haix..he's not solo, capable of doing magic passes have the skills. But me not up to that. Compare to him only physical can win him. Excludin physical size. If he gets in dmn..get in bball team...get in first team...Who will he replaces?! Jus hope that things would'nt change! Now heard that Pengjie gonna be replaced. Because of him. What the fuck man...it's so unfair..! Hai..First team position is becoming very shaky..OmG! Am i thinkin too much..? But this is a fact man..! Why ah tan like that one..?! Tmd..! Pray hard he's not in. He's in it may be a good and bad news. =( sadded...he in first team..means me or someone else will be in danger...! wOoOO...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Happenin at this time. Fucking hell..!!! Solo Solo Solo = mE -.^

wah lao..todae is can say suay day lor. Tmd~!!!! Study study...the a-maths i see le so blur about the union. Hai, sian half man. Then chemistry. Tmd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Is the MAM Sharifah. Knn..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is kan suay lor!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Argh...come in only. Knn...so strict. THen wah lao...damn long-winded. TMd...everyone in her lesson. All diam diam..after sch got friendly~!!!!!!!!!!! wOOoo...vs St Andrews. Wah first quarter still ok ok...second quarter also...third quarter..wah, lose a lot man. Four quarter win abit. Tmd, in forth quarter my BEST FRIEND TIO MOLESTED!!!!!!!! Argh~!!!!!!!!!!!!! One day mus get even with that asshole!!! After bball...go bbt saw Xiao..Chat chat a while damn go home liao. Wah..so tired. Study till now. hMmmm...hope daes will went off faster. I can't stand the MAM in my class!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! She jus so MAM[MAD]! Sian half..

WaH..!!! Long time never update blog le!!! Even my blogskin seems so outdated. Wahahahax..HmmM, got so much things to tok about. Wahahaha...sch reopen. See new teachers..Hai, disappointed. All kind of sucky type man. Hahahhax..Then many many things happen lor!!! So lazy to list out. Wahahahaha..hmmM..man, quite not used to schooling..Hope can get used to it quickly and don't daydream in class sia. Hahahaha..everytime tok craps in class..Haix, study study studY~!!!! Competition coming also. wOoOhOoO~!!!! So excited. This year is the year for glory liao. Can't waste this great oppotunity. Hope you turn up for my matches ar..? Hahahahax..Way to gO~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-realme